Keeper of the Caffeine!

~my baby~

2009-10-13T12:03:00.001-07:00

Khloe at 3 and a half weeks!

~Khloe~

2009-10-06T18:48:00.000-07:00

On September 16, 2009, something scary happened.....
On September 16, 2009, something unexpected happened.....
On September 16, 2009, something wonderful happened.....
On September 16, 2009, at 9:09am, Khloe Chanel Fisher was born.....and my life has changed forever.....<3

meh

2009-08-03T10:49:00.000-07:00

well, i haven't done this in a long time...i wonder if anyone even checks my page?..hmm. i miss everyone a lot! i'm now 7 months pregnant with a little girl, and her name is going to be klhoe. no middle name yet, but we're working on it. well, that's it for now, i guess. i might have something later or tomorrow...meh, idk.

grrrrr!

2008-09-29T14:52:00.001-07:00

sara is exasperated!!!!

Leaving....

2008-09-24T08:34:00.000-07:00

I haven't really been sure how to tell everyone this, but I will be leaving next Wednesday to go to Wisconsin for a couple weeks. During this time I will be looking for a full-time job. I will be staying with a family that I know from camp. When I have secured a job, I will be moving up there permanently. I will be staying with this family for as long as they want me there, and then I will have to find a place on my own.

I am sad that I will no longer be with Sparkies and the church volleyball team. This is a big step for me, going out on my own, and it's kinda scary, but I am stepping out on faith that God will take care of me and help pull everything together for me, and I know that I have to do my part as well. For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction, and I need to be ready for everything that life (the devil) has to throw at me. Please pray for me that I will be strong in the power of His might, and that I will stand tall and keep my head up high in the times that I might struggle.

Mrs. Mary Ann, this was mostly for you as I don't know if anyone else actually reads my blogs =/ I don't know if me leaving will leave you short-handed with the Sparkies or not, I don't think that it will, at least I hope not. I'm gonna miss everyone soooo much! And I'm sorry that I couldn't think of a better way to tell you than this, but you reminding me that I needed to post another blog kinda provided and opportunity, cuz I knew that you would actually ready it. I love you, and I love everyone else here that has become like family to me, and I'm going to miss you all soooo much! But I will blog as often as I can, and I will update my facebook and all that other good stuff to keep everyone informed as to how I am doing.

~Love, Sara!~

YAY!

2008-09-19T08:07:00.000-07:00

So, we had 3 Sparkies on Tuesday night! 3 whole Sparkies!! That means our numbers are up by 50%!!! Considering that we only had 2 Sparkies on the first night of AWANA.....but it was fun! If God wants us to have more Sparkies, then He will bring them to us. If God wants us to have just 3 Sparkies for the rest of the year, then that is how many we will have. Even those 3 Sparkies are important to God. So, even if there are only 3, we should be thankful that they are here, and we should do our best to teach and love them for the rest of the year.....and keep praying that God would bless us with more, if that is what He wants. =) I'm just so excited! If we get one more Sparkie, then we will have enough for one kid on each color team, and gametime will be even more fun!

Blegh! =P #2

2008-09-14T19:52:00.000-07:00

Well, I feel a little better than I did yesterday.....and the day before that. For those of you who don't know, I start to feel really sick when I'm nervous about something big or important. Well, that was partly the reason that I felt sick, but I was also feeling sick before that, so being nervous didn't help. I'm not that nervous anymore, really. The issue was finally addressed, and it went better than I had originally thought it would, so that was a huge plus. But now there is another issue I must think about. I'm not nervous about it though, it's just a matter of getting it done. I must consult the panel on this one......I don't know who that is yet, but I will!

blegh!

2008-09-12T05:41:00.000-07:00

So, I had a horrible time sleeping last night, if you can call it that. My stomach was hurting a little bit yesterday, but I just ignored it. Well, at about 4 o'clock this morning I woke up and couldn't go back to sleep. I feel like I'm gonna throw up.....I kinda hope I do, that way I might feel better, but that might also have the opposite affect. AND I have to work today!! but it's only 4 hours, so it's not that bad. Ugh!

I also started cleaning my room yesterday....it's going well. I'm getting rid of a lot of junk that I don't really need. I'm not done yet, though I hope to finish today or tomorrow. I have to work the whole weekend, including Sunday, which I'm not happy about! But it's necessary when you only have 4 employees, hence 1 person working 1 Sunday a month. I also have to work on Monday.....4 days in a row is tiresome, but money is money, no?

Well, I'll get back to this later, and we'll see how work goes....=P

just curious...

2008-09-11T19:44:00.000-07:00

If you are reading my blog, could you just leave a comment under this
post.....I'm just curious to know actually how many people look at my blog
every day.....or week....or month.....or year......as the case may be.

I'm depressed

2008-09-10T08:27:00.000-07:00

so, i'm pretty sad right now........i know why, and i could just blame it on hormones. i don't think i will, though. my heart hurts. people i love aren't making things really easy for me......and i never asked them to, but i didn't know that they would purposfully make things so difficult. that hurts, a lot. because i love them, but i don't feel love through what they are doing to me. my heart hurts, and i can't help that. but i know it will be ok, everything will be fine. but, someone is going to end up hurting, and i know that it will be me.......and them, but they will have brought it upon themselves.......what have i done?

I miss him!

2008-09-08T07:47:00.001-07:00

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND!!!!! MORE THAN YOU COULD EVER POSSIBLY KNOW!!!!

Thinking can be dangerous..........and profitable

2008-09-06T17:34:00.000-07:00

Have you ever wanted something soooooooooo bad, but you knew you couldn't have it......................or could you? You know you could have it, if you went against the flow of everything everyone was telling you.....but what makes everyone else right? And why do their opinions have to be correct? What's good for them, isn't necessarily good for you....is it? There comes a time in every person's life, when they have to start making their own decisons and accept the consequeces thereof, whether they be good or bad. Well, I want something right now......and I know that I can have it. And I'm gonna take it! I'm gonna seize the day!!! Today is my day!!! And tomorrow is my future!!! And I know who I want to be there!! And that's all that matters!!!

b-o-r-i-n-g!!!!

2008-08-21T18:30:00.000-07:00

BLOGS ARE BORING!!! FACEBOOK IS BETTER!! =P SO THERE!

What is mine?

2008-08-20T07:10:00.000-07:00

What is for me?

What is mine?

Where is my name written, that I may say, "This is belongs to me!"?

What have I made, that has not all ready been made?

Can I say, "This is my creation!", when all has been made before me?

What is mine, that is not all ready His?

It does not matter that I have nothing, made nothing, for I am something.

I am His, He is for me.

My name is written on His hands.
His name is written on my heart.Without Him, I am nothing.

Without Him, I am nothing.
Without Him, I would not be.

He is the creator, and I am His.....

For He made me.

I can't hold on much longer.

2008-08-20T07:04:00.000-07:00

I need to breathe, come up for air.
Am I alive? Are we almost there?
I can't hold on much longer.

My arms are weak, my hands are numb
It's hard to breathe, are we there yet?
I can't hold on much longer.

I hear your voice, I can see the light.
Your warmth comforts me, please hurry.
I can't hold on much longer.

You take my hand and hold it tight
I cling to you, dear Lord,I cling for dear life.
I can't hold on much longer.

And the ledge gave way, and you took my place.
You set me free, and now I can breathe.
I'll hold on to you forever.

You are my strength in this fight for life
I hear your voice, you are my light.
I'll hold on to you forever.

I can see your face, and you take my hand
I can hold on for so much longer
I'll hold on to you forever

L0V3!

2008-08-20T07:00:00.000-07:00

I am in love. It is as simple as that.... or is it? Is there anything simple about being in love, really? Is it ever just a walk in the park? What most people forget is that there are two sides to love: your side and that of the other person. When people say that having a relatioship is a fifty-fifty share, they are wrong. It is not possible for one person to give fifty percent and the other to give fifty percent as well, for this, you see, does not equal 100%.

If both people are only giving fifty percent, than they are only giving fifty percent; not 100%. Throughout our lives, we have been encouraged to give our 100% best in anything we do. Why is it then that when it comes to relationships, people think that they are released of this encouragement and given the right to become lazy by fifty percent? A relationship requires two people. A good relationship requires both persons to give their 100% best through the good times and the bad.

I am not done with this little theory of mine and hope to have more input later. Please read this with an open mind, knowing that it is just my opinion of what I have observed and learned through the passing years.

~I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.~

2007-10-19T19:46:00.000-07:00

So, yeah, today was really.....well....Friday, and let's just leave it at that. Not only did I have all of my school to do, I also had choir practice tonight for a concert tomorrow night. We practiced from 6:30 to 8:30 on a song that was 62 stinkin' pages long!!!!! I mean, it might not have been so bad if we weren't standing the whole time, for the most part anyway. My knees bother me really when I have to stand for long periods of time. And it puts a lot of pressure and stress on my back. Boy!, do I sound old. Eh, oh, well, it's all good. The only time we have to sing that song is tomorrow night and then we're done. Praise the Lord, Hallelujah! Well, time to watch "Muppet Treasure Island" Shiver my timbers, shiver my soul, yo ho heave ho!!

I Love Thee

2007-09-29T20:38:00.001-07:00

I Love Thee

I love thee.
I love thee.
Oh, how I have loved thee!

I have loved thee
With the rising of the sun.
I will love thee when the day is done.

Evermore, will I love thee.
Evermore, will my heart be thine.

My love is all I have given thee.
My love is naught but thine.

Hast thou loved me?
Dost thou love me?

Wilt thou give me thy love,
That I may call it mine?

I love thee.
I love thee
With the setting of the sun,

I love thee.
I love thee
When all is said and done.

My love, thou art.
My love, thee are.
My love, mine only one.